What's next?

Ever have so much go on in your life that you wonder what's next? I try not to do that, but some times...ya just gotta wonder. As I look over our past year I have to sit, wonder, cry and then laugh about it all. Since last February, I have broke my foot, our ice maker broke, Eric broke (massive heart attack), heating/AC broke, I got the swine flu, a stomach virus, have a stack of doctor bills, the bank is broke, dryer is barely making it and now the oven broke! You can see why I wonder. Today at church, the worship and the message really got to me. I found myself tearing up so bad that I thought about running to the bathroom. But I didn't. I stayed. I thought, wow, this is really meant for me to hear if it is making me so emotional. I have to tell you that I felt so much better when I left. I had a wonderful smile on my face. The folks around me who did not know what was going on in my life would have thought, wow, there goes a happy gal! And I am happy! I have had a crazy year, but wow, look at the blessings I have had! God has been so amazing to my family! Yeah it sounds bad, but look past the crazinest and appreciate the blessings. Don't worry about tomorrow, take care of today. Accept the peace that God has given us all. I happily accept it and thank God for it!